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An Ideal Bedside Companion

"[Mary's] muse is not fettered by such inhibiting factors as taste.'



Moniker: Mary or 菲菲 or imbecile or whatever.

18 (and then some) years since uterus expulsion.

Location: Melbourne, Australia.

Currently: A child. Perpetually unmotivated. Severe underachiever with no goals, ambitions or talents.

Loves smelling books, easily moved, cannot colour-coordinate for shit.

Screwed over daily by the IB. <--- update: the IB will continue to haunt my bones and trigger brain aches even after completion.

Always dedicating life to passively viewing film and crying etc. My only exercise consists of running away from responsibilities.

Sometimes I can music (but mostly I can’t).

Bespectacled.

Please talk to me.

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i’M STILL realLY upSET BECAUSE HONESTLY how often do you get to see your favourite film in its extended/international cut on 35mm print I DNKJDWBDSKJ J!B!KJ! !J!!!!!!K !!!!!!

OMG KJDH THER EIS SOME IB DIPLOMA AWARD THING???? DKSJF IT’S ON THE SAME NIGHT MY FAV FILM IS PLAYING AT THE ASTOR KSJDNBW I AM SO UPSET I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE CONFLICTEJKFD !JDHJSKDH !!!!!!!

OMFG SO MY TOK MARK IS 1 MARK BELOW THE BOUNDARY (AJHAHAHAHAKSJSHDJK) fuck this i’m getting a remark

idk someone come over with food and dvds to celebrate my parents dgaf

the cat is out of the box no more shrodinger’s ib score

inside every ib student is a masochist

tomorrow oh jesus i’m going to motherfucking projectile vomit eugh eugh i was like never nervous until my parents said they were coming along and mum was like “GET THERE AT 9.30” LOL NO don’t

oh man can i just say this is the best message i’ve ever recieved wahahaha

Enjoy your pantsless Mulan-driven commentary. I’d say focus on IAs during the school term (my school set internal deadlines and I’d do some of them last-minute so deadlines made me wet myself).

I mean, laziness prevails in all ib students but it’s nothing some disney soundtracks can’t fix 8D

work hard and don’t die (literally the only things to keep in mind k) i mean in the distant future you can look back in bitter fondness and chuckle at your ib-driven frenzy/insanity over your piles of money so

things learnt about self during exam period:

• i have concentration issues
• like
• fucking bad concentration issues
• it is possible for me to play bubble shooter 5 hrs a day
• it is possible for me to stay up until 4am because i cannot fall asleep
• but not possible to get up before 11 because
• i am capable of sleeping 12 hrs + a day
• my desire to have a pixar marathon increases proportionally to the amount of stress i feel
• it is possible to feel incredibly hungry and incredibly full at the same time
• i am contractually obliged to watch tv when a pixar/daniel craig/angelina jolie movie is on
• ahahhAHHAHHAHAHhahahahhAHAH hAHAah haahahjasj
• i am going to fail economics’?????!?!!

I’m so demotivated in my studies since so many people have finished exams already *n*

uh i have seriously dropped the fucking ball

tomorrow i shall live and breathe economics (i said this yesterday fuck everything)

okay so

• my next exam is in 8 days
• i’m eating mi goreng
• and i bought new pens/lecture pad

in other words let me have this moment i don’t have much else to look forward to in lyf ok

okay that’s it i’m going to break my streak of good exams tomorrow okay saying bye to my hopes of getting a good score waa

oh shit okay i feel so guilty about my lack of study i’m going to skip watching chunking express tonight ugh setting an alarm for a ridiculously early time fml

the question is not whether or not i am ready for chemistry

but

is chemistry ready for me